free

my life is a blur,
i cant quite explain it,
if only you knew what i was,
if only you knew what i did,
i feel as if im in a cage,
something i cant get out of,
ive dreamed of something real,
something that i could be,
me and my scrood up life,
ive thought about it for years,
but there was nothing i could do,
ive always felt like i would leave something behind,
but ive only "felt" that way,
there is nothing for me,
nothing that i no of,
i try to get it,
but something is holding me back,
i want to be free,
i need to be free,
but i cant do it myself,
i need help,
i need someone who loves me to unlock my cage,
and carry me out,
but i dont know who,
who could love me enough,
who would do this for me,
and set me free,
please,
help me.....